is it important for me to care??!

3.18 p.m. on 27/08/10
i got a latest new.just now, najat told me that aqeel has a new girlfriend from indonesia.is it a true news?? haha.;)  i guess no need for me to care about it. but is it true that i do not care about it again.arghh! stupid thing i think.actually, i dun want to know it anymore. it makes my heart hurt n hurt n hurt. i dun know my truth feeling. maybe i can lied everybody but my feeling? oh. it shit! it makes my heart more hurt.arghh!! am i still care about him? about his life n who's his new gurl after me?? oh. very2 stupid! i really hate it! shit!!! i dun want to care about it again. but is it true? the question can i honest with my feeling?? help me..i need your help! but whose? arghh..i want to forget him..in this time maybe i can forget him but just for awhile because he was absent for a long days in this time. but how about if  he come back to school later? oh. no!! fiqa. help me please. i know u one of the person who always text with him before this. huu ;( i'm really2 in confius situation..